Wow. Haven is almost two months old. I cannot believe it! The last few months have flown by faster than ever. Yet somehow I don't remember what it was like in many ways to not be a mommy.
It is amazing how much you try to prepare for something: reading endless books and magazines, seeking advice of others, etc. In the end, those things are important, but being a mommy really comes naturally. Obviously, it is challenging and overwhelming at times. However, I think I have learned the most by just making mistakes and learning from them. In so many ways being a mommy does not have many rewards from the outside (as far as from society). Yet, being a mommy has been the most rewarding experience of my life. Haven has turned my world upside down and I love her to death for it. It doesn't matter what she does, I am so happy to just be able to care for her. I don't need recognition from others, I just need to look at Haven's beautiful eyes and I feel more proud and honored to be her mommy than I can even explain. Although getting into the swing of things has had its challenges, and although I dearly miss teaching, I wouldn't trade my "new job" for anything in the world. I am so thankful to be able to stay home with my amazing daughter. I am so thankful to have a supportive husband who works so hard to provide for his family. I am so thankful to have the support of many friends and family.
God has richly blessed my life!!!!
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Okay, I know my hormones are raging, but you just made me cry. :-) I've had the exact same thoughts about motherhood, about leaving a job you loved for a job you love even more, about the lack of recognition and how it doesn't really matter. I'm so happy for you that you are able to stay home with your baby girl. I know you and I both will never regret that decision!
I am so proud of you and your attitude. It makes me feel like I did my job right in raising you. I could have persued a "career", but felt the most important job I could ever have was raising you four kids. I don't regret it for a second. Haven is your "experimental child" just like you were mine. ;) You will make mistakes, but you will learn from them. I love you and know that you will be a great mom.
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